Sunday, July 20, 2008

I'm back in Brissy.

Things are as usual. But feelings are so different. Feel so strange, like getting into an unfamiliar place.

Been unpacking and setting things in order. Uni starts tomorrow. New start. Aiming higher this time. Highest ever.

This coming 4 months decides how my life will be for at least the following one year or two.

Excited, nervous, and stress.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Internet connection back home has been really really lousy. It took me so long to open my email, let alone letting me blog.

Will put up the BBQ pics as promised once the connection is stable enough, and when I have the time to do so.

Today (it's past midnight now) is Idy's convocation. Would like to attend the ceremony, but at the same time, mum wants me to accompany her to her gathering with her colleagues. Reason? She claims she does not know how to get to Jusco Tebrau City. It's just an excuse for me. And worse thing, she said she feels hurt if I don't accompany and spend time with her. She said when I came all the way back, she hoped to spend time with me. But then, I think I spent most of my time at home with her. The only exceptions were when I spent one afternoon with Yin Ping, 5-days away from home to Nilai and KL (left house Thursday and reached back home on Monday), a steamboat dinner with GS friends, and Wei Sien's birthday gathering at Redbox Karaoke. For about 3 weeks back in Malaysia, I spent more than 2 weeks staying at home. And now she's saying I don't spend time with her. What the heck?! If she feels hurt, how about me? Does she thought of my feelings?

Sigh...