Been back in Malaysia for almost 2 weeks. Lots of things have been done, yet a lot more to be done. Sent my lappie for repair on last monday. My lappie supposed to have a DVD-ROM, but yet after more than 2 years of purchasing it, only i realise that my lappie didn't have one. The cooling fan has also a bit of problem just before i came back to Malaysia. Luckily i did extend my warranty to 3 years, which will save me a big amount of money now.

Other than that, went KL twice in this 2 weeks. Spent time with my aunt, my cousin, my bro. Went back to INTI on last friday too. Met up with Dr. Sia, Ms. Lalita and Dr. Palsan. Met up and had dinner with Kee Kuen, Mian Bao and 38 too. Spent a night n 38's house together with Mian Bao, and had mice long chat with both of them. It was so nice to catch up with them after one year. Not forget some other friends that i managed to "catch" them and have a short chat. Haha!

Last two days i had been in Singapore together with my bro, accompanying my aunt for her chemotherapy and CT scan. She was diagnosed ovarian cancer about 1.5 months ago. Pity her. Not married for her whole life, she had no one but her parents (my grandparents) and siblings to turn to. This was the first time for me and my bro spending so much time with her. We were never very close to her, just seeing her during festive day or occasionally when she was at home when we visit our grandparents. First time having long chats with her, and i realised she is actually a very nice person to be with. Just pray that she can survive through the chemotherapy, and hope that the cancer cells do not spread to other organs.

That's all for now. Ta~

Back in Malaysia.
it feels so weird.
familiar yet unfamiliar at the same time.

anyway, food here still taste as good.

and i miss Nick.

Last post in Brisbane before i come back again.

so many uncertainties to face this time home.
wonder if next time i come back here in brissy, will i be packing all things home to Msia, or will i be unpacking stuff i brought from home?

anyhow, will miss my dear Nick for sure.

I'm going home soon. real soon. tonight's flight. but i'm not ready yet.
trying to snap as many photos of my house as i can. collecting as many memories i had in this house as i can. wonder the next time i come back to brisbane, what situation will it be?

the feeling of emptiness kicks in fast.
seriously, i can't bear to leave brisbane. can't bear to leave everyone and everything here.
keep thinking to myself, is this a good choice? will i regret?

i don't know

3 days..

this is so sudden. I'm going home in 3 days time. and this time, i'll face a very big challenge in my life. i'm not ready to go home. i'm not ready for the things that are waiting for me back at home. sometimes, i wish i was smarter in the first place. i wish i was a little bit richer. then things would be different. but what is the point pondering things right now?

i feel bad. feel bad for treating my dear nick, beiying, and carol this way. i wish i had a better choice. secured future but with longer route/time to get there, and unknown future with relatively very short time to reach the destination, which will u chose?

Confused...

I'm confused now..

one call from someone last night
one decision to make almost immediately
two choices: to continue, or to start anew?
a decision that will affect my life forever

what should i do?

Can't wait to go back to Malaysia!!

I'm going back to Malaysia earlier!! Yay!!

Just changed my flight from 1st Feb to 26 Jan, which mean I'll reach Malaysia on 27 Jan instead of 2nd Feb! Yay! Now got more things to be settled before going home.

Will be home in less than 3 weeks time. This is just too exciting! Hahaha!!

New Year, New Blog

Finally start off my new blog. Created this blog quite some time ago, but always didn't find the urge to blog.


Anyway, it's time for me to get back into blogging again. Haha!